Is there anybody...???

It's been almost three months like I made my own blog and I wonder if somedoby is reading me... Since that time, one comment and six followers on twitter. I just wonder if somedoby like my blog, and with all this thinkg I write see a part of youself. I don't know if I have somebody to write for... If somebody here please say something! Just give me the sign somebody that you are here! This is very important to me, and it means that I have people who want to read me! Waiting for you guys, Anna...

WE CAN MAKE IT !!!

Last week I wast thinking too much... This week is so different! I got a huge kick! And it worked! You know? F**ck all the people who want's to tell you that you sucks, people who says that you can do everything you want and finally people who can help you and when you ask them only words thay can say is "keep doing what you want! " You know what? Keep telling this to someone else! I'm stronger I think. Of course there are moments of doubt, but I can make it, I hope so. Probably you guys know people with a dreams, but for some reason do not come true. Let's help all people! Let's bring them a faith that every thing can happen! Nobody can tell that people do what they want, NOBODY! I don't know how people who managed to get the help of somebody's not willing to help, I just don't know. If you got a hepl from somebody and you have an opportunity to help others do it! I don't have money and I don't know people who know somebody and they know somebody, but there are so many people who know somebody. 
If you are reading my blog, send it to others! Let's make our dreams come true! We won't be just sitting and talking, Let's do something! Let's shpw the world that you don't have to be rich or know many people to be somebody! We can show that without showing naked body, family's problems on TV and pretending "ordinary life" just for people we can do something!

Can't stand it anymore...

Problems? Who doesn't have them? But in my situation I think that what I have is out of limit. I can't stand it any more. It's too much for me. I don't know what to do. Nobody next to me to help, I'm alone with everything right now. Yesterday I was at my new flat and everuthing will be ok but of course my family says no. I don't care because I pay for it with my money and I like it. My family don't give support I need in my life, everuthing I have to do it on my own, this is too much for me, I don't know life yet. There is one thing that I hear everyday, that I'm hopeless, so it must be true. I want to have somebody in my family to talk with, but even my mum tells me that I can't do anything. This is not helping at all. I'm tired of my life, sometimes I wish I could live somewhere else, to not hear all this people telling me how bad I am. This is killing me. I think I need a rest from my life and family, but who can give me? I want to change something in my hopeless life, but I need a chance, which nobody wants to give me. I don't feel anything, even that I'm alive. I don't care about anything. Please somebody change that!

Miles to go, Before I Sleep....

There is so many places go go, but everything is against me, even the weather. Everytime I deciced to go somewhere it ends at home. I somebody won't "kick my ass" I won't do anything. I'm like that, I planned a lot, but I can't end what I started. Holidays are slowly ending and only place I was it was my friend's home. That's all. I want to go somewhere! Do something! I don't want to be bored anymore. But there's nobody next to me. Everyone has own plan. Everyone knows how to spend free time - I don't. I'm sitting alone at my home, when the rain is outside the window, and think "What to do now? still sit here or do something?". Pobably I'll pick the second and I'll stay. The truth is that I don't have a lot opportunities to go somwhere and see something. This year was my first trip abroad, I was in England, but that's all... I'm hopeless, I know... I hope your holidays are more exciting :) I know I promised one girl I'll every day say to myself "You are amazing! You can do everything you want", but for now, it's to much for me...

Amazing week!

Last week I was at my friend's home about 250 km away from my. It was so much fun! We were swimming, walking, visiting and having fun. I was there for 6 days, I wish I could stay more :) I was great time. We cooked together and made drinks (acctually more drinks than food lmao ;) ) We were at swimming pool in nearby village. I want to go back there. :) I home my friend will invite me one more time, but now I'm waiting for her in my home ;) I hope that wasnt my only trip this holiday :)

Bad day ....

Sometimes people have bad days. This is one of mine. I hate that. I feel terrible, like I'm not important to anybody. And I wonder why everybody keep telling me what to do... I don't know, nobody is helping me, I'm alone with everything... But they say "do what you want to do in your life...." This is the worst what they could say. I don't know what I want... I mean  I want to do something in my life, make my dreams come true... But when everybody tells you that you're nothing you can't stand it any more and give up... If you don't have the look, family who supports you, friends  you have nothing... I'm alone with everything I want to do with my life... I don't have opportunity to do what I want, don't have the look what is expected... But when somebody pretty/good-looking, with amazing voice and everything  is telling that anything can happen, it's not right... how can somebody like me make something big, how? tell me, I don't know...